Sunday, November 14, 2010

see my dear blog before i enter the war...

long time din take care of my blog...it's becoming a rubbish and full of comments from dunno-where...and they actually are links to porn website...
= ="
stop that...
i don't need that...
shut up you guys.

even if i want, i'll find it myself............................................= =....

well...i'd deleted all those comments....

hmmm...not really know what to write...
just wanna post something before my real exam...

it's like the knight...
wanna see his ...err...his.....his.......pal...
before he leave to fight...

because...there's posibility that he'll die.....
or he might survive with victory~!

everyone hopes for the later one...
of course! who doesn't?

but who knows?
there'll be Happy and disappointment....
and we cannot control...

what i can do from now on....
is to study hard...
and pray hard.

i dunno u guys believe or not....
but my class (majority) believes that...
pray is one of the method to proceed to success....

i pray almost everyday...
for myself...and also everyone...

yesterday during MUET test...i prayed for them...
then when they're having listening paper...
a lot of disturbance...
and the worst when someone is singing so loud using microphone...
i prayed...
i dunno i'll get the reply or not. i just pray...
pray that the sound wont disturb those candidates...
cuz u know...when u wanna listen to sth but there's someone singing so loud...
u definitely cant hear well rite?

then...finally the test ended...and i asked

"did u guys hear someone singing just now??"
"huh?? got meh??"
oh thanks...

i cant confirm it's reply from the Lord...but for me, it's a reply from him.

but unfortunately...they said there's a cat meowing all the time there disturbing them...
oh...i din hear that...sorry...

hmmm....do u know how i pray??

cuz i'm a buddhist.....of course i'd prayed following buddhist way...but then...
i think myself have been so disturbing cuz every little things i'll pray...
so annoying...so i tried to pray like this (sounds ridiculous...but i think they wont mind)
"Any Lord that can reply me...i wish all the candidates who're sitting for the MUET test now won't be disturbed by the sound (singing)...i hope they can listen very well to the speaker and do well in their paper..."

i sound greedy...
ya...i'm greedy...
but then i tell myself...
it's for everybody...
there's also Christians and org beragama Islam inside there....
and there's no rules like "a Buddhist cannot pray to any other Lords..."

so i tell myself it's not wrong to do that....

or...if it's wrong....
the Lord will not reply....

so wadever....
and...they're Good Lords rite???
so they wont mind me doing this....
if i'm wrong...they can just forgive me and ignore me...

hahaha... hey...dun scold me or wad...
i just hope all the candidates can score beautiful results...
and dun u think it's so kind of me to pray for other ppl who're non-buddhist??
i'm not a fisherman (selfish)...

haha...k k...wadever u think...if u dun agree what i done...
dun read this post anymore and forget bout it....
i'd done it...nothing can be changed... =D

ALL THE BEST. STPM candidates....and anybody who're sitting for any exam~~~~!!!!

*uhh....a lot of grammatical mistakes...dun mind pls... i have to be fast...haha...*