my blood vessels....my heart...my brain....
WANNA BURST LIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
when this happen...my only wish is...
my blood spread onto the person that i behsong...
cibai.....................maiguliu.......bullshit........................
LANPA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
y got this kind of ppl?!
BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MAICIBAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KANASAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LANJIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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that kind of person....
the best way to handle her is....
THROW HER INTO THE JUNGLE AND LET HER SURVIVE BY HER OWN!!!!!!!!!!!
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shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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yeah...that gal is my SISTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THAT CIBAI BULLSHIT SISTER!!!!!!!
very MAIGULIU-GO-EAT-SHIT de BONG SZE JOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that pig...
only know making SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH problem and
LET PEOPLE SOLVE FOR HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KANASAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
not only that.....
THE PROBLEM SHE'D CAUSED WILL ONLY GIVE TROUBLE TO THE OTHERSSSSSS!!!!!!!!
lakia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like got one nite...
She opened the windows....
and because i'm the one who always HELP HER CLOSING THE WINDOWSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
and I'M THE ONE THAT DO NOT LIKE THIS KIND OF JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ESPECIALLY THE WINDOW ISN'T ME OPEN DE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND THE "GATE" THERE MAKING THE CLOSING JOB VERY HARD and IT HURTS MY HAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND ALSO I GOTTA GET HURT MORE COZ SHE'D OPENED TWO!!!!!!!!!!
(i always open one only so when close it,i wont be so susah)
so that nite...
I DON'T WAN TO HELP HER DOING THAT STUPID CIBAI JOB ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!
AND SHE DIN WAN TO CLOSE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MAIGU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
U KNOW WHAT SHE SAID?!
"I wanna finish my homework...cant u juz help?"
MAICIBAI..............
EVERYTIME I ASK FOR A LITTLE HELP...
I ALSO WANNA FINISH MY HOMEWORK MA!
and some class job!!!!!!!!!
u know how hard to be my class de monitor?!
that assistant din help...like my sis de assistant meh?he will help her....
but my assistant?din give me trouble i oledi can laugh lo!
and that bendahari....maihai...this dun wan that dun wan...
i still need help him doing his job...
lakia....
and i still need do my class de decoration...
and other that the decoration's members(include me,totally got three only..=.=)
nobody wanna help liao...
see!!!!!!!!!!!I'm so busy and wanna SHE help a bit BUT...
SHE'LL JUST ANSWER ME
"This kind of easy job,u juz do by ur own!"
or
"Do urself"
and so on....
MAIGULIU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND NOW U ASKED ME TO HELP U?!
CIBAI LANPA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I din care bout her..
so i juz keep doing my stuff...
then...
The ALARM was SET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ha....the alarm was set without the windows' closed...
how?
the nite b4 the same thing also happened....
but i was too kind to help her go tell my father...
asked him to unset first...
then...who kena marah?!
ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!IS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cibai....
who opened the window?
CIBAI BONG SZE JOO
who should close the window?
CIBAI BONG SZE JOO since she's the one that opened...
who closed the window at last?
STUPID ME
who kena marah by father?
STUPID ME
CIBAI....
u know this is juz like CIBAI BONG SZE JOO IS A DOG AND CINCAI THROW IT'S SAI EVERYWHERE AND I'M THE ONE THAT KENA COMPLAIN AND MARAH?!
though i know...
no need bahagi the tanggungjawab so much since we're in the same room...
BUT I'M TIRED OF THIS ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DID IT SO MUCH TILL THAT JOB WILL TURN MY MOOD BAD EVERYTIME I DID IT!!!
I FEEL THAT WINDOW SUCK ALL MY ENERGY
AND I FEEL LIKE WANNA SUCK SOMEBODY'S BLOOD TO RECHARGE MY ENERGY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
U KNOW THIS KIND OF REPEATING AND HELPING IS JUZ LIKE
I'M LIKE A STUPID GRANDMA
HELPING MY CIBAI GRANDDAUGHTER CLEANING HER BUTT
AFTER SHE'D FINISHED HER JOB?(pangsai)
AND WHEN I ASKED HER TO CLEAN BY HERSELF
SHE SAID "Y U JUZ CANT HELP?!".....
MAIGULIU....THAT'S UR OWN BUTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
k...continue...
that nite...the same thing happened....
and she STILL ASKED ME TO GO TELL FATHER AND CLOSE THE WINDOW!!!!!!!
YEAH...
I ADMIT.
I'M NOT A GOOD PERSON!
ONCE U ORDER ME OR ASK ME DO ANYTHING...
I'LL JUZ NEVER HELP U DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS IS ME!
AND YET...
I DUN WAN TO HELP HER "CLEAN HER BUTT" ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!
I dun k...
i went to sleep...
she dun k also...
went to sleep....
SEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE PROBLEM THAT SHE'D MADE SHE DIN WAN TO SOLVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHE WAIT ME TO SOLVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I JUZ DUN WAN TO HELP U ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!CIBAI!
CANT U UNDERSTAND?!
YEAH...
I'M WRONG....
U'RE STUPID!WONT THINK DE!
U'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND!
I SHUDN'T ASK THAT KIND OF STUPID QUESTION!
BCOZ NO MATTER HOW....U'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that nite,i was very worried...
everyone knows...
nowadays those thieves...buglars...and so on
very very BRAVE!and CLEVER!
and i'd once experienced the thief stoled my mum's bag!
I sure know the feeling and the kesan...
that's y i was very worried...
y the windows wasn't closed....
coz the alarm is there...
if she go close the window...she'll kena marah coz the alarm will ring!
IF SHE DIN CLOSE...
the thief will have bigger chance to get in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND MY LARTOP WILL THE FIRST TARGET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bcoz once u climb trough my window...u'll first see my laptop....
other than that...
how if the thief continue steal something?
or harm us?
or something worse?
SHE NEVER CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SHE NEVER THINK BOUT THIS!!!!!!!!!!
THE MOST IMPORTANT IS STILL HERSELF!
but then she went to close it...
BUT THAT'S JUZ AFTER SHE'D THINK FOR A VERY LONG TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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after she'd closed it...
what i'm worried is...
how if the thief know?
that u can close the window with the alarm set and it wont ring?
and NEXT TIME,
HE'LL JUZ DARE TO CLIMB IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
actually not that the alarm wont ring...
juz when that CIBAI BONG SZE JOO close the window...
something and something.....bla...bla...bla....
(of course i cant tell....or else someone will juz get it and climb into my house and steal....cibai...IF SOMEONE REALLY COME STEAL OR KIDNAP OR SOMETHING ELSE NOT GOOD...THAT PERSON SURE...........................................WILL GET THE BALAS!!!...)
sien...
other that this window case....
THAT CIBAI BONG SZE JOO KEEP SMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HER PHONE KEEP RINGING AND THIS IS JUZ VERY ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Know what is Pencemaran Bunyi?!
the kesan got make a person muntah...mood not good...and so on...
this is true...juz i got a bit forget bout the kesan liao...
kanasai...
other than Pencemaran Bunyi...
the 辐射 is very harmful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
know?!
i dun k if she play her phone away from me...
BUT EVERY NIGHT SHE'LL JUZ PLAY IN THE ROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hey...
u cant say y dun i juz go away?
THAT'S MY ROOM!AND I NEED TO SLEEP!
she say she wanna do her homework...
BUT MOST OF THE TIME SHE'S TYPING SMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BULLSHIT!
doing homework while sms....
U SURE CANT FINISH UR HOMEWORK VERY FAST!
SO DUN TELL ME U WANNA DO HOMEWORK CANT DO THIS DO THAT!
OFF UR PHONE SO U CAN GET MORE TIME DOING OTHER THINGS!!!!!!!!!
and if she wanna die with getting too much 辐射 coz 24 hourse playing phone...
I DON'T CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT SHE PUT THE PHONE JUZ BSIDE THE BED!
THAT'S MEAN THE PHONE IS VERY NEAR TO ME TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ESPECIALLY MY HEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOW IF I GET CANCER?
OR MY BRAIN GET CANCER CELL GROW INSIDE?!
MAIGULIU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHE NEVER CARE !!!!!!!!!!
SHE NEVER UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF I REALLY DIE UNDER THOSE CANCER CELLS CAUSED BY THAT CIBAI BONG SZE JOO....
SHE WONT UNDERSTAND TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now i wonder my memory keep getting worse and worse...
izzit bcoz THAT CIBAI BONG SZE JOO ALWAYS PUT HER PHONE SO NEAR TO ME?!
i'd bcom more and more STUPID....
IZZIT BCOZ THAT CIBAI BONG SZE JOO?!
AND I'D BCOM VERY EASY TO GET TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS ISN'T NORMAL.THAT'S MEAN MY HEALTH GOT PROBLEM LIAO...
IZZIT BCOZ THAT CIBAI BONG SZE JOO?!
I got once read it in the newspapers bout this kind of situation(feel tired easily) but i'd forget what disease is it liao...
I ALWAYS FIND CHANCE TO THROW HER PHONE....
But the chance will be available at nite....
and that's my time to sleep...
i'd no much energy....
ESPECIALLY I'D CLOSED THE WINDOWSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I'LL.....SURE....GET...THE......CHANCE.....TO....THROW.....HER.........PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if she still keep annoying me with her phone and wanna get me sick with her PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!
And u know what?
stay in the same room with her make me having a messy life...
dirty life....
and cibai life....
HER SIDE IS VERY MESSY , FULL OF DUST , DIRTY....
THOSE CLOTHES CINCAI THROW....
PAPERS FLY EVERYWHERE.....
anything....
I MOST CANT TAHAN GOT PAPERS FLY TO MY SIDE....
dun ask y i wanna bahagi her side,my side till so clear....
I REALLY DUN LIKE OTHER PEOPLE CAMPUR WITH ME
I dun allow my family members sit or lay on my bed....
i dun even allow them touch it!
bcoz they never care for u!
they make ur bed dirty they dun think they're wrong....
if u scold them....
they'll probably say "go wash la"...
not they wash for u...is u urself wash it!
And that CIBAI BONG SZE JOO is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DIRTY
so I MUZ BAHAGI CLEARLY WHICH IS MY SIDE AND WHICH IS HER SIDE!!!!!!
if not...
my room...sure 100% messy and dirty!
I dun like ma fan too...
if i let CIBAI BONG SZE JOO put her things over my side....
HER THINGS.....ESPECIALLY HER CLOTHES AND PAPERS SURE WILL SPREAD OVER THE FLOOR AND ANNOYED ME....
THEN I SURE WONT HAVE GOOD MOOD AND WANNA SUCKS SOMEBODY'S BLOOD AGAIN.......................................................
and if we gaduh....
my mum sure say i'm not rational....
i cant cool down....
cant think properly............
Hey....U try live in the same room with that CIBAI BONG SZE JOO!
i'd tahan for how many months i baru EXPLODE a while....
this already call cool down...rational...think properly...can control my emotion....
if i'm not....
CIBAI BONG SZE JOO ALREADY DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if i'm not in the same room with her....
my room sure very clean and tidy....
and life will be very simple and easy...
that cibai.........
she got a lot of laws that can only apply in her world....
she's living in her own world...
dun believe?
ask Bong Siew Chin...
got once we bought 2 pairs of trousers....
the small size de for that CIBAI BONG SZE JOO...
but she too fat cant wear...
so give me wear....
then...i take the small size de and Ah chin take the bigger size de...
me wear ar wear....
THAT CIBAI BONG SZE JOO get it and wear boh!
and till one day i cant tahan...
coz i dun have much trousers coz i dun like go shopping...
so din buy much...
AND THAT CIBAI BONG SZE JOO KEEP WEARING MY CLOTHES!!!!!!!!!!
so we argue....
she said "this trousers got THREE PAIRS!!!!!!!!!!"bla...and...bla....
she said that trousers is HERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahaha.....crazy isn't it?
and i dunno how many times i'd repeat yelling
"ONLY TWO PAIRS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
but u know what she's said?
"u're dreaming...u thought got only two pairs but actually got three pairs"
HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA.......
RIDICULOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was speechless....
then she's like...
"nah!!see!!!cant say anything liao leh?明明就有三条"
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i asked her go ask Ah Chin...
this THREE or TWO de thing argue for two days if i'm not mistaken...
JUZ BCOZ THAT CIBAI BONG SZE JOO...............
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Ah Chin also say only got two pairs but she still say two of us were wrong...
i'm tired.....
that's y i suggested to throw her into the jungle to let her survive by her own...
if cant survive...
i dunno.......
none of my business.....
she'll only know how to cry...
complain....
wan u to babyfeed....
wan u to solve her problem....
that day...
she's gonna leave SANSENG TONG for ONE YEAR ONLY....
actually not one year that long...
juz for how many months only...
after the 聚会 ended...
She CRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha....ridiculous....
not that she's like Ah Chin go for few years...
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need cry meh?
let ppl kolian u?
haha.........................
then i should cry also lah?
i form 4 start din go liao o...
not bcoz i wanna sit for any exam...
is my sisters!!!!!!!!!
one PMR....one STPM....
and the next year i cant go also....
my turn...SPM....
two years i din go Sanseng...
i should cry like a baby lah?!
and know what?
y is it so not fair?!
they exam i cant go ...
but me exam...
they can go?!
and now juz JANUARY...
my mum i should help my sis...
do housework...
her part i also help her to do...
since she need to study....
erhem....
EXCUSE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
when it's juz JANUARTY WHILE I'M FORM 5,
did anyone tell my sisters that
I'M GONNA SIT FOR SPM SO LET HER HAVE HER TIME STUDY ...
DUN KACAU HER
HELP HER DO HER PART OF HOUSEWORK?!
what i heard is...
Still early...
go wash the dishes juz use 5 MINUTES ONLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hey...
close a windows....juz need few seconds or 1 minute only...
u say me disturb her time to do her homework?!
haha.....
haha.....ha.ha....ha...h.a...h.a..h.a.h.a.h.a.h.a.h.........................................................................
besides...
ALL MY FAMILY MEMBERS BLAME ME FOR NOT DOING MY HOUSEWORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DID DO SOME,OK?!
I ALSO NEED TIME TO STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M STILL A VERY BUSY CLASS MONITOR....
I GOT LOTS OF TIRING TUITIONS....
I KNOW DRINKING TOO MUCH COFFEE ISN'T GOOD...
BUT I STILL DRINK SO I WONT FALL ASLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M NOT A HARWOKING PERSON!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M A VERY LAZY PERSON!!!!!!!!!!!!
I NEED DOUBLE TIME TO STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
COZ I CANT STUDY MORE THAN 1 HOUR!!!!!!
AFTER A WHILE I HAVE TO PLAY SOMETHING TO MAKE MY MOOD GOOD AND CAN CONTINUE MY STUDY!
but while i'm making my mood good...my family members would like to disturb me...
blame me din do housework....
blame me this blame me that....
IF i'm din scold...
i din angry...
i din everytime give u see my behsong face...
i sure wont have time to do my own things...
I JUZ WANA GET WHAT I SHOULD GET!!!!!!!
if not....
all what i get is rubbish...
and u still wanna blame me...
now i din cincai disturb THAT CIBAI BONG SZE JOO...
u come blame me.....
what i do is forever wrong!she never wrong!
i din mean i din did wrong...
i know what i'd did wrongly...i'll try my best to correct it...
but whatever i do...u guys will juz say i'm wrong...
juz bcoz this kind of teaching...CIBAI BONG SZE JOO bcom worse n worse....
i'd waste my time...
i din study finish (especially Sejarah) but i still go sit for the exam...
i regret also no use...
SPM is over...
now i only hope those young ppl wont follow my steps...
i teach CIBAI BONG SZE JOO...
i told her what she should do....
i think for good planning...
that is i send her to SANSENG to study with her frens...and then she can go for 聚会...
i always give good advice to her...
she dun wan listen cincai her...
i din ask for reward...
but dun u give me punishment...
I'm enough for this...
i think i wont care so much for that CIBAI BONG SZE JOO...
whoever wanna learn and is hardwoking...
u come find me for help...
i sure help u if i have the ability...
i juz hope i can successfully change my kepo性格...
it'd been long time liao...
i wanna change that 性格 bcoz it brings lots of troublesome...
i din get any advantage too...
i only get disadvantages...
and i still dun mind........
this kind of stupid where to find?
haha...
no nid find...
it'll come by itself when u dun wan...
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bloody hell....oOo...
