before and after

now....left 3 more weeks....
SPM soon coming....

i hate myself so much....that i'd no motivation to study..
everyone seems to done their preparation for the SPM.....

me?
shit....
sej din study yet....FOrm 4 still blur blur....Form 5 lagi teruk....only know a bit of the chapter 1...
=.=

i'm the person tat do things in a slow speed...
i don't like to be forced....
but the time always force me to finish my job..............
sien................most of the time i juz give up..........
i really hate myself for being a GEMINI....

i cant remain consisten....bullshit...
i don't want to destroy my future by that stupid SPM...
juz letters of A,B,C......decide our future.....
WTF...
i hope i can manage to study all the subjects in time.....
Amitabha....
Amitabha....
Amitabha....
Me,Bong Sze Ting can score 11A's in SPM...
sadhu...
sadhu...
sadhu...

i wish all of us can score the best and get the beautiful result that we hope for...
Bless all of u~~~
WE CAN DO IT!!!

be like a crazy student before SPM ba....
suck up all the knowledge and fight against the SPM...

after SPM....
feel free to do anything!!!

i wanna make my life more meaningful after SPM......
i hate the life of keep memorising everything and sacrifice my time to study those "die die" teory...
memorising isn't my job......
i hate memorising...being a Gemini gal...i have bad memory...i can't memorise so much things...
i wonder...how i'm gonna to memorise all the From 4 & 5 sej???and...PM some more....
Add Maths and Maths formulae....
those Chemistry,Biology and Physics teory?laws?principle?Definition?!
haiz~~~
ya.....
it's too late...to memorise....
but i still believe miracle...and...."USAHA TANGGA KEJAYAAN"...
KAMBATEH!!!!!

Amitabha....Amitabha....Amitabha....i can answer all the questions shown in the SPM papers...and get 11A's...!sadhu...sadhu...sadhu....

*first time i pray here...feel a bit weird...haha...*
BLESS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~