I'm emo....= =

black cloudsSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSssss
hanging around on top of my head....

black shadows.............
covered both my eyes.....................

black evil.............
stays in my body.........

i really getting more and more hating my school...

i want to transfer...
to some school that can makes my "emo" and "stress" away...

and there's some entertainment....
"GAY"




after entering the school "ROCK"
i started to think the staff cant do things well...
their style are :cincai cincai

then...
after they'd offered us the package of subjects...
memang jiaksai

it's unreasonable...

for me,this is the best offering:
1.bio+maths+PA+Chem
2.bio+maths+PA+ICT
3.Phy+maths+PA+Chem
4.Phy+maths+PA+ICT

but the packages they're offering is...
1.Bio+maths+PA+Chem
2.Bio+maths+PA+Chem(for those result isnt that good as compare to the first one)
2.Phy+maths+PA+ICT

the present of the second class...makes the third class(the only physics class) looks like the worst class among the science classes

i dunno it's really people think like that or not...
but the school gave me this kind of feeling...
eg:
no teacher came into our class till few minutes b4 we go home...
my friend in the second class started to learn maths today but our class chatting till we go home..
our form teacher told us:"tomolo come like form 6"...do u think u'll have full confidence to that teacher after hearing that sentence?and he keep thinking bout art side...
keep saying we're L6A3...Lower 6 Art 3...Lower 6 Art 3...
jiak sai....

they really think that we're the worst class is it?
oh...maybe....since we're the noisiest class in the school...

- -...

i'm tired of this...
i know i have to study on my own...
but to have a good school means having good environment and settings to study
i'll study well...

but...
it's true i cant study very well without friends....
T_T
maybe i can go their house as always to study together

anyway...
wait for the result...
my family more excited than me to let me go transfer....
just after i told my parent...
they asked me go st thomas that afternoon...
- -".....too fast...i cant accept...
i'm a slow speed person actually...
it's just i'm apparently fast
and i tot i'm fast too...
but i actually is SLOW........
i cant accept sudden change...
that's why i always get angry when i'm not informed earlier....
i'm stubborn that i wont want to change...
though actually after u change...it's done...
but...i'm just a slow man.....

wait...wait for the answer...
maybe i can accept physics+ICT after few days...
see if anybody could persuade me...
or give me confident that physics + ICT are useful for taking architect in my future...

or somebody gives me idea and persuade me that it's better for me to take Biotecht...
then i'll just change to Bio class....

before that...
i'll keep emoing...
coz i'd been annoyed by the business of form 6....
i'd now have headache...
been stressed too much...
it's really unhealthy...
T_T